On an old forum I used to be apart of (For fighting racism, depression etc) this topic really helped.
You know when you just have something you need to say? It can be about how you feel about someone, how you feel about yourself or whatever you want.
Think of it as a form of post secret (If you know what that is). But just post, anything you need to say.
Something you're too afraid to say to the person.
If this doesn't take off then I'll delete it, as always.
On an old forum I used to be apart of (For fighting racism, depression etc) this topic really helped.
You know when you just have something you need to say? It can be about how you feel about someone, how you feel about yourself or whatever you want.
Think of it as a form of post secret (If you know what that is). But just post, anything you need to say.
Something you're too afraid to say to the person.
If this doesn't take off then I'll delete it, as always.
I comfort eat somedays and other days i wont eat anything. all because i still feel responsible for the fact my friends dont have anything to do with me. its like me being normal, which is being extremely caring and will listen or help anyone out, was never enough for them. they even once said if i was thinner and more attractive, they would hang out with me more. this has been playing on my mind for years.
was it really my fault??
I love them too much to let them fall. But I cannot do anything. Nothing at all. And it hurts. Cause We'll all have to say goodbye. One Day. All They have to do is say no.
And we will fall too. And It is all because of me.
They Never listen.
Butt out.
That is all.
i am beginning to get annoyed at my bestfriend. It is so obvious that guys are more important to her then me. Yet she always says "chicks before dicks" (a little saying we have lol) I know this is stupid and immature and all that, i just wanted to say it. It freakin pissing me off. She lies way too much- and she lies to me. Im sick of this shit.
I am so happy to have him as my best friend. I'm so happy with out unique love. I love him so much and I know he would do anything for me. I hate that everything he knows about me is a lie.
To C:
Read the lyrics to ignorance. that will explain EVERYTHING
I'm not over her. Not at all. and it shows. No matter how hard I try to convince myself it's over, I can't move on. Having her around is a sweet torture.
nice topic. feels nice to get stuff off my chest ;-D
@Cmon Chickens
Yeah I think that's it, my friend told me and I was like, "Say whaaaaaaat???"
Ginga, ftw means for the win.
..doesn't it?
ok confession
Dear judgemental people of my school,
yes i used to be emo because i had problems, please dont stare at me funny or talk to me about it cause i want nothing to be said about it. continue to stare or talk about it and it wont be the depression issues that hurt you.
Up until a minute ago, I thought FTW meant Fuck The What!!! Like WTF backwards! O_o
Mother,
Your supposed to believe me. When i said i was taken advantage off i did it because i thought it was the RIGHT thing to do! Not because i made it up. You dont understand. No one does. You called me a slapper because of something i didnt want to happe. Thanks for that. I feel suicidal and i have done since the incident. You think that because i trust my boyfriend - barely - it means im making this up? You think that because i can go out with my friends im making it up? I think you would find they notice the changes in me. When was the last time me and my friends all went to the place where it happened. So much has changed and you dont know. You dont know because you dont care. Because to you im just an embarrassment. 'You make me wanna die, i'll never be good enough.' yes thats exactly how i feel. Yes mother i could talk to your best friend and not you because she listened she didnt make me feel like it was all my fault. She didnt make hit me. She didnt blame me. She just listened. You seen my arms in the last 2 months mum? No you wouldnt? I dont even need to try and hide it anymore because you wouldnt notice. Even if i shoved those scars in your face you wouldnt realise. Your not fit to be a mother. You chose your abusive boyfriend over me. Do you know how that makes me feel. There is so much more i could say. So much more i crave. So much more i want to change.
Just to warn you. Some people can see this. One "friend" saw my comment on this discussion and went and blabbed to the people it concerned today, and the whole school knows how I feel. Just be careful ^^
Dear S, why didn't you text?
Dear L, why do you? I'm sorry
Dear Friend,
We've known each other for quite a while now. It's been a good time, dnt get me wrong. But your personal life has just gone o-ver-board. First of all ur in this love triangle, n I try my best to help you out. Then ur in this love....what is it...a SQUARE! HOW THE HELL AM I MEANT TO HELP U, THIS SHAPE SHUDN'T EVEN BE CLASSIFIED INTO THIS....THIS...love shaped thingy!!!!
And then you, this other person, yh, you want to marry me, I dnt care if its just on twiiter or on fb or wateva. I dnt want to marry u, Ok? Just plz, leave me alone.
I believe this is a good opportunity for me to say that I have a 3 foot punchbag rite nxt to me : ) dnt worry (for those who actually care about me) I will wear gloves and try not to break my wrists....
OMG! this is a good discusion!
dear C.
i know you told B not to talk to me, but really, he even don't love you (like you think).
since you are togheter, he doensn't talk to me... before we were great friends...
I hate you! (a lil bit)
but btw. that girl loves 'airplanes' and says she thinks hayley's voice is very chill/ zen (now i hate her less, hopefully she becomes a paramore lover) =)
I don't wanna complain... But to you (anonymous individual),
I hope you have a miserable life.. You hurt me more than anybody has ever hurt me.
I considered you my best friend, i could trust you with my heart, i could confide in you, but you took that and just crushed it.
You cut me off from your life, without reason or explanation.
I hope you're happy about what you've decided to do, because i've realised now that i don't have to be nothing without you.
Dear J:
I cannot believe that you, the little child I was babysitting, tried to kill me today.
I expect a raise from your parents, bitch.
im so tired of this ....well i hate people here in the philippines why??? because they love everything foreign like food ,clothing everything trying hard to do the american way its sucks you know.....they hate there own country ,they spit on it ...they kill it the worst of all this is its like they giving our country to other countries like selling it...they cut trees throw trashes everywhere ,the goverment steals so much money from our taxes,, im so tired seeing so many kids not in school but in the garbage mountains getting some trashes to sell ,kids on the streets begging for food and money..so much beggars so much pollution and so much descrimination....so much hating ...this country is so beautiful before but the new generation comes and the slayers comes they kill our nation 300yrs captives from spain ,,20 yrs dogs of americans..10 yrs battling to become free from japanese ,,,,,and 2nd of the most destroyed country because of the world war2 and ever since then my beloved country cant stand no more....and ever since then so many people dont care anymore ..they think there's no chance to go back again they lost there fate to become one again... im still lucky because im not a victim of poverty here...im one of the few people who cares about our country...how will be whole again if no one cares to change??? if there's no dignity and dicipline how???? i hope one day everything will change .....but when will that happen???...
I asked for love.. I asked for lack of stupid problem in my life! lol
grrr its just so stupid, basically I like this guy but I haven't heard form him or seen him in ages, in comes guy two who asked my friend If i was single, I'm like yeah.. so I agreed that he could text me knowing full well he wasn't going down a wanting to be friends route and now hes asked to meet up and I don't know If I like him at all, I like that other guy..., I feel obligated to meet this guy because I mean yeah I agreed, I agreed because I was dead curious, I mean this guy is popular and friends with everyone, I'd never even really spoken to him before I met him out one night and suddenly its like 'your really nice and really pretty', hearing that... I have a very low self esteem, I don't think I'm pretty and I don't think other people think that, I swear my life is honestly controlled by what I think people think of me, I can't bear it but I can't help it, just recently I've been remembering things like how even really young I was so self concious all the time I held back in fear, theres days when even if a person looks at me I'm like oh they think I'm such a freak.. and I mean it would have just been them looking! I never accept compliments ever, I like them at the start I'm happy but then I kill it I somehow Kill it always, like say when he did ask If I was single, I was at first glowing but few minutes later i'd figured oh well hes just asking because he thinks I have too much time on my hands.... Anyway, so who do I hurt? him or me? I mean what abou the guy I like! And wait for it, popular guy might possibly be gay... what?! ..yeah
I have a confession.
When I was 7, my step sister and I drew pictures in 2 of our story books and then hid them under the wardrobe and after that I didn't want my mum to walk near the wardrobe and ever since I felt so guilty because they were my mums when she was little. D':
Yesh.
@Eoin
Oh, good. :)
@Luci
I dont like the silly ones i like the serious ones. :]
@Eoin
C'mon, the serious music is whats good! Yeah, the other stuff is catchy but it doesnt have as much meaning as the deeper ones
I think Nobody's Home is my favorite :)
I have her first one skater boy was a lil silly just kinda childish. But the other two songs i can remember were pretty serious.
She wrote that when she was drunk for a laugh.
Listen to her older albums, they're mega deep.
@Matt
Mih maybe but that girlfriend song really was that good i used to like her but then i started liking more serious music. S
@Eoin
She's a lyrical genius.
I love places with alot of people, but not just people. I mean so many diffrent types of people, of all age, race, religion, ect that are all gathered in one place. New York especially.
You fall in love with random stangers in the street. If it was possible, I would have married about 7 people today alone. Its a wonderful feeling. So many people, so much noise, hustle, bustle, things, nature, so much life surrounds you.
I really want to move to New York. I'd love to spend a whole day people watching.
This isnt really any sort of confession, just a thought. And there was this really cute guy who worked at this bakery. It was fun :)
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