okay but i noe my previous posts were all gloomy and stuff but isnt knowing SOMONE cares is amazing. like i feel as tho i have a reason to live now . i feel like getting up in the morning and msging her and saying "i love you". i feel like such a happy person now .
if your the kinda person who thinks love sucks. it doesnt! rejection sucks. lonelyness sucks. i noe u may be reading this thinking im an idiot. but just noeing somone cares for u is just amazing. like i understand i was like that i hatted it and now i feel like i have a hart. wen i talk to her she makes my hart beet again. it feels so amazing to have this feeking of fofillment and wholeness. so wat im 14 im probably not "in love" but wat the heck ! it feels crazy. i noe she probably will leaeve me and id cry and just fall apart but i love it id get up and do it again. im a sucker for love :)
and sweetheart if your reading this. i love you. your the reason i dont fsntisise about killing myslef. your the reason i want to live. u make me whole again. all i noe is that without u it wouldnt be the same to pic up the peices of my shatterd glass. i am the the crack in diamond walls. but these shards of diamonds fall at your feet to fofill your every wish :) i love you so veryy much and id probably be dead without you.
anyways its either u love it or u hate i. do u belive in love or not ?
@jimmy96
if you run away from your emotions because of your gender then you'll grow up to be a very weak person, soliditary and quite angry.
just like my dad :)
He's the least empathic person on the planet simply because he doesn't let others know how he feels etc.
It's retarded, gonna be honest.
... this sorta died out sssooooo ima make it alive again :P
:Paramoreluver94 im sorry!! i didnyt meen to ofend you. i reely didnt
lol soooo true :]
* but big deal.
Sorry, just got a little manic there for a second. Everyone go back to your seats - we have the matter in hand.
Right, now where were we? Oh yeah. Love. Hmm, little word, but deal!
lol...that probably why my parents still treat me like a child. When i got my tongue pierced, by Dad wouldn't talk to me for a week.
I keep saying to them "who says how an adult is supposed to act" . I pay all my bills, so who says i can't spend spare money on CD's/DVD's/Books etc instead of new cushion covers and vases!
Why is it wrong to sit talking to my cousins about gigs, exams(i still study stuff), tv and music - rather than sit with their parents and talk about interest rates and babies.
that is sweet! im happy for u!
lol nah just reply
yooh dont seem lyke an adult no offence but then again i didnt look at ur profil :p
Whad i do? Whad i say? It wasn't me? I know nothing?
lol wow @lovelylabrys
I didn't mean to say that 'emo' was short for emotional, simply that those characteristics are ones that you usually see in people that are emo.
I have no problem with being called that, but Alimaniun is right in that it is often used as an insult. I am an adult, who works, has a mortgage etc but do not dress, act like your average person of my age. When people ask me about looking a bit different, that is usually the best word that comes to mind. Not sure if there is an age limit on being Emo. I think that is why i often get called eccentric...lol
omg lol thnx so much knowing that im not and i had a pedo almost rape me coming home from skool
dont u read ppls profile???
ohhhh lol sorry!! that was stupid of mee.. and id raather not say. becaus eu could be a pedo you know.. i dont wanna sound rude but she has enpugh creepers to deal with .. plees dont ake it to hart
oh ru talking bout when i said bc bc means because
lol
lol
wait wat i live in bc lol
wow long distance?
wat part does she live in bc i live in Cali too but hate it!!!!! ( with a passion )
she lives in california and im in canada and like we talk through email and cant take a computer every were ya no..
question why cant yooh tlk to her??
i do to :'(
aww poor protogefailure
ik thats feeling
hopefully youll get to tlk to her
sigh :( i noe its christmas eve and akk but i reeky wanna talk to her :'( i love her so much
yoh no wats funnyyyy
yooh can take one topic an dusm how in the mix the subject changes
yes so anyways we were talking abouut love an dnow its about the definition of emo(even tho ther is none) lol
awww...
yes extreme bumery. :/ yea lets im sterting to well up here..
Lets forget about that emo-thing okay ?
im dead serious
thats all that came up for it :\
bummer ey?
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